SERIOUSLY,IDK wats happening wit me!itslike wen i see muker die berubah,smting triggered me.i was suddenly like fedup thn teros i turon.i msged her telling her dat if she wan to folo thm,go,thn she eply wat bout u,thn i sae go hme la.i feel like saying,wat u xpect,wait for u? but i dint cos its wrong.bt u dint saed sori,i accepted dat n i was like GO,GO WITH THM,U DUNT NID ME,U CAN SPENT EVERY MINUTE OF UR LIFE WITH THM,I DUNT CARE,but the fact is,i do,i do cre dat ure not wit me n the fact is u look better of wit thm nawt me.dats y i cnt brg myself to stop u frm gg with thm.i shudve told u ill be waiting dwnstairs bt i dint!idk anythng anymre.u dunt feel remorseful cos i was d one hu asked u to go,nt that u wanted.its nawt ur fault bt y d hell am i so fuckin mad??i feel rly miserable,rly am. and hyra if ure reading this,pls understand,its nawt u,its all me.dunt feel bad kays..